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wobuaini.♥
Yes, blogging today, coz i feel like to.
Today, nth much, juz chem, went through wksht, bio, went through test, maths, wksht, fnn, txtbk anf coursewk, eng, slp(: After sch went downtown eat wif yvonne. We went fish and co, then we talking halfway rite, the whole restaurant suddenly blackout. .___. Shocked bodoh. Then jus talked, then gen came at around 4.30. We walked to yvonne's hse, then halfway i jus walked off. Just walked aimlessly towards dunnoe where.
And i cried. Sat somewhere and tears just rolled down my cheeks. Why do I have to think of u. Its two years back alr, and still no news of u. Haiz. Then felt better after a while and walked back to yvonne's hse. Stayed there for a while, then went whitesands find felicia. Go until there, felicia had to take taxi hme, so me yvonne and gen went in whitesands walk walk, then homed.
Tmr holiday! :DD Can slp late today, yesa! LOL. Okay, i want go eat liao, bye pple.
P.S. Pls dont give me that look wld u? Im fed up/sad/angry whatever, i just dun like that look. How bout a smile? A smile frm u will make me happy a whole day, seriously. Pls, i just want a smile from u. P.S.PS. Im totally pissed off with u. I may act like i dun care, but in fact i do. I was the one who suggested waiting, but in the end, what do i get? Nothing. I admit i showed abit of attitude towars u, im sorry, but do u have to do that to make me even more angry? Its like, if u were me, how wld u feel? Think for me will u, spare a thought for my feelings. I wanted to confide in u, but in th end i couldnt. I needed u to confort me, right at that time, but u couldnt and didnt. What shld i do? Ignore u, or take it as if nth had happen?
.Monday, April 6, 2009 ' 5:30 PM Y
wobuaini.♥
Yes, im back:D
Secretly using the com, coz mum not at hme, shhhhhhhhhh.:X well, just gonna make up for not posting for two weeks!
Errr, today woke up at 7am, then prepared go sch. I was somehow feeling very happy, dk why. I felt very 'light' and relaxed, LOL. Anw, bused to sch, and reached sch at... 8.05 i tink. Had morning assembly, then went to chem lab straight. Did a practical, was totally confused laa! Me and sharon were like,
Sharon: Eh, what to do ah?
Me: I dont know leh.
Sharon: Then how?
Me: Errr, just anyhow do lor.LOL. Yea, whole lssn practical and answer few qns. Then had pe, run 2.4 wif shirley, siti, and michelle. I passed!:DD Partly, thanks to
shirley, we were like encouraging each other on. Thanks gal, love u!
*spams hearts*Recess was next. Felicia said she changed her duty place ler, dunnoe whether to be happy or sad. Happy, coz dun need faster eat then go find her.(: Sad, coz cannot go find her to chat during recess. ): Well, its alrite.
A small matter cant stand between us, right felly? :D After recess, bio. Was okay, had test. Kena shocked when mr leong shouted sia. First time siol. ._. LOL.
Last period, maths. Mrs wong 'shouted' again. She like wan cry like that. Her eyes were practically red laa. lol. Same thing, i didnt care her. :X Then sch end went find felicia and gen. Pei-ed gen go in detention rm. I was misunderstanded! (Is there such a word? o.0) I only inside the rm laa, not kena detention! Aaaaah, whatever. Then after a while went hme with felly, had a few laughs on the way. Well, yea, thats all for today. Ohhh, and one morning when i woke up, i suddenly tot of something, which i tink its true. Its gonna be the last part of this post, read kay(:
P.S. I dun noe how i should feel. Happy, or sad? Im not very sure of my feelings, im afraid it wld be the wrong decision. But, its not funny, its seriously not. Like i told sister, its just 20-50percent, but.. what bout u? Haiz, forget it, maybe the feeling will just go away, like what felicia says.
AND, heres th thing that i tot of;
不知道是不是喜欢上了你，但总是对你有好感。不知道是不是爱上了你，但你跟我讲话时我的心一直跳得很快。听到你的声音总是抢走了我的精神，听到你叫我名字总是使我毫无峡刺的转过去。这是不是爱？是不是自己渐渐的喜欢上你了？好像连我自己都不知道。不知道真的能让一切都保持为这样吗？但当我说不知道时，我的心却说‘你是知道的’。bye, with loves.
