.Saturday, September 20, 2008 ' 10:10 AM Y
wobuaini.♥
Okays , im .......here !
LOL.
i know i said that i wont be blogging until exams are over , but , i just cant stop myself from blogging . D; Okays nevermind , i'll stop here for now .
I will be back after my exams alrite ! I promise !
TA-TA !
P.S. Tags will be replied in oct .
.Monday, September 1, 2008 ' 8:22 AM Y
wobuaini.♥
Im feeling so sad now , why ? Why did it become like that ? Why must i know about it , why cant i jus be kept in the dark ? I seriously didnt know , until just now , when i was viewing ur blogs . Its been so long , but im like the only one who does not know about it . Is it because im too dumb , or is it because god does not want me to know ? Im hurt , im really hurt , when i knew bout it , is like tears just rolled down my cheeks . Words just kept ringing in my mind , why must it be u ? Why not me ? Its really uncontrollable , nobody knows what will happen , but why u ? No one will understand how i feel right nw , nor will u , because nobody is as stupid as me , as dumb as me . I waited , i really waited , but did it change ur mind ? NO . Instead , u turn around and hurt me instead . Why ? I dont know why , but since sec 2 , ive been clinging on to the 0.1% chance of hope , ive been hoping , that u will know that i really meant it when i said it . Even till ystd , i did not give up , but now , since i know about it , the 0.1% is shattered , its gone . Ive been in my dreamland for too long , and ive finally woke up . I know its impossible now , but i really hope , i really really hope , hope that u will change ur mind . Nevermind , ill rather jus go and cry my heart out , than typing and typing it here which does not even help me at all .
Lastly , i hope u last long . Bye
